J-ROCKERS: The reason why such a thing as fan girls exist

new year post! ^^

Thu, 10 Jan 2008 11:56:05 GMT

well... first post for the new year! yay~! ^^ hmm... since it's a start of a brand new year and all... here's a list i made of the things i plan to do this year! :D

1. not... procrastinate! @___@ it's a sickness of mine... i know... x___x
2. be more productive! draw more... learn something new... master a craft... blah blah... which means... definitely no more procrastinating! @__@
3. lose weight! at least... um... 20 pounds? ^^;;
4. take digital arts lessons! 2d/3d animation... digital painting... the like... ^^
5. learn how to sew... and... master the art of polymer clay! maybe start a business or something... @___@
6. make more issues of casf! at least i'll do this for kevin ^^;;
7. finish all unfinished fanfics! @___@ this i really need and want to do!
8. make a couple of comics aside from casf! :D
9. buy a ds lite! @___@
10. um... get a boyfriend? ^^;;;; maybe not yet...
11. buy l'arc~en~ciel's new album! didn't download any of their new songs yet... want to get the original cd so i'm still waiting for the time to come when i can buy it already... :< *still waiting*
12. excel in all my classes! :D always be on the dean's list! :D i hope i can accomplish this one... ^^;; my subjects are easy for now but when we get to the major courses i know it'll be a lot harder... ^^;;
13. go to a gay bar! @___@ or probably just a bar... ^^;; aaaand... not drink and/or dance! :D
14. paint my sneakers and let the world know about it! @___@ *random*
15. um... think of another goal to put for #15~! ^^;;;;;;

typing from csb comp lab @__@

Tue, 27 Nov 2007 02:49:10 GMT

so boooored... have to study something for my the class after this next one. @___@ i hope my group doesn't get called to report today. x___x but i haven't been having a lot of luck lately. x___x oh well... anyway... planning to work on a lot of things recently.

MY PLANS!
1. learn how to paint on sneakers
2. make personalized christmas gifts
2.1. learn how to sew
3. do the 'coe-ver' for the second issue of casf
4. do the mini adventures of sam and flarry
5. work on my anthology (most probably about carnies and people from the freak show...)
6. learn dark and gothic style in drawing
7. play talecraft and master the craft... (or whatever it says outside the box @__@)
8. take joel chua digital painting lessons
9. draw, draw, draw, and DRAW!
10. bother, poke, tackle, punch, stab, strangle, stomp, and bake kevin

@___@

finally updating~! wheee!

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 13:15:21 GMT

okay... when was the last time i updated? @____@ anyway... been busy with school work and the comics... blah. komikon is coming very soon by the way and we're selling our comic there! hope we win the indie comic making-whatever you call it contest thingy! i've never won anything that was related to arts before... haha. kevin's used to it by now but i'm not. @___@ anyway... planning to get a moleskine soon! just trying to find the best buy then i'm going to spend, spend, spend! after i get my moleskine, i might be ignoring this lj account even more! @___@ weird... i suddenly have a craving to write everything down instead of typing it. @___@ oh well, i'll still update this account though... probably just not as often. ^^;;

anyway... i've been on this online shopping kick. been buying stuff here and there... i think it's starting to be an addiction. x__x so many shiny things... so little... money. x.x!!! gaaah...

stressed out... KEVIN ANG I KEEL YOU!!!

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 14:56:46 GMT

i'm so stressed out lately... so many quizzes and assignments are being given to us all the time... *dies* and i still have to do pages for our webcomic... *dies again* KEVIN STOP PRESSURING ME! i can't sleep anymore because of thinking too much of casf... *dies once more* i can't take this anymore... *cries* i can only do so much... *cries some more* i mean... it's not like we're going to die if we're a bit late with updating our pages... x___x not that i want to be late but i want to finish the things that has to be finished first... and of course i'll still do the comics... just give me time, okay?? x___x getting so depressed lately because of this... makes me just want to quit making the comics... just stop pressuring me and try to understand that i have other things to do besides that $%#!^* page 8! RAWR! and i think the flu i got right now was caused by all these stress... gaaah... *feels awful right now* x___x

tagged by kaaaaira~!

Sun, 03 Jun 2007 11:22:19 GMT

Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about you. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

1. i am terrified of spiders but i love watching them on animal planet... or discovery channel. (even i can't figure that one out... x.x)

2. i'm such a yaoi fangirl that i sometimes go 'yuck' at the thought of a hetero pairing. not that i hate normal pairings... it's just a reflex reaction for me...

3. i almost always remember my dreams and i do remember every detail in that dream... and i tell you my dreams are not short... they're not really for kids either. they're usually very violent and gory.

4. i can never sit down and do one thing for more than 10 minutes. i have veeeeery short attention span. i get bored like... every 5 minutes...

5. I LOVE TO TYPE. i don't care what i'm typing as long as i get to type it! XD

6. ORANGE. love the color hate the fruit.

and now... i tag... violins_cry, crystal_tiara, artisticcrazy, aaaand... anyone else who wants to be tagged... ^^;;

first day of college = FUUUUN~!

Mon, 28 May 2007 13:05:15 GMT

yes... today was the first day of classes! weee~! it was really fun! and just after the first day... i think i've already been able to have my own set of future close friends! ^^ the people in my block were really nice and funny! ^___^ tomorrow my first class starts later than today did... (7 a.m. first class x.x!!!) aaand... i have p.e. as my last period which i assume is more fuuuun~!!! ^___^ oh... btw... just watched pirates 3 last saturday! LUUUUUFFED IT TO DEATH!!!! *SPAZZES* i love jack sparrow and the movie showing more than one jack sparrow made me love him even more! ^___^ one cannot get enough of the depp! ^___^ i want a part four darn it! give me a part four! and this time i want some *toot*x*toot* action!!! *cough* jack *cough* will... ^^;;

page 3 is up ^^

Sat, 26 May 2007 00:14:10 GMT

so... okay... page 3 of The CASF is up at genkified_pyke weee~! go check it out if you can and... you can also visit our website which is as of now, still under construction. but i think it'll be fully up and working by today or tomorrow. ^^

WEBCOMICS ARE FUUUUN~! WEEEEE!!!

Sat, 28 Apr 2007 13:25:20 GMT

aaah... haven't updated in a very loooooong time... x.x but anyway... big news! my friend kevin ang and i are going to make a webcomic! yaaaaaaay~! we actually thought of doing on when we went to school just this month for a meeting in scratch and we got talking and talking and talking and well... we managed to create a plot, a storyline, a title, the main characters... and if given more time we would have probably come up with the theme song as well... ^^;; but anyway... at first we couldn't decide on what genre our comic would be and we were having trouble with that because kevin's good with the non-modern genres (epic, fantasy, sci-fi...) and i know more on modern ones. i ended up saying 'hey kev, what say we base it on our lives?' o___o and he said 'yes! let's make a comic about two people going to schools just across each other... (since i'm going to csb and he's going to dlsu) and they're at war!' well... at least there's modern and non-modern themes there... ^^;; so basically, the story's based on our lives... we not exactly about our lives... just inspired by them and we managed to make a story with comedy as the main genre. ^^ you'll learn more about it once we make more pages (we only have the first issue cover up on the net... ^^;;) and once we have a main site for it. it goes this way, kev draws the cover for the first issue while i do the line art for the pages then in the next issue, we switch places. ^^ you can see the cover at chibified_pyke so check it out now! i'll still have to fix some stuff there but do check it out when you have the time. feel free to leave comments! i feed on them! YUMMY! ^^

AAAAAAAAH~!!!!! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY~!!! THANKS EVERYONE!

Wed, 28 Mar 2007 15:13:53 GMT

i can't believe it... i really can't believe it!! *O*!! my friends made me an advance surprise party! ack! i wish every year would be my 18th birthday! ^^ i was soooo shocked. and i didn't even have any idea about it at all! x.x everyone knew about it but me! x.x!!! i knew we were going to the mall today... pet told me and we had already planned this outing before... nothing new with that. then she told me that we were only going to stay at the mall up to 3 p.m. because she was going to get something from my other friend's house. i was a bit sad because i wanted to stay longer but oh well... it was HER car we were using... ^^;; so we went there around that time and when we arrived, the guard by the lobby (she lives in a condominium ^^) asked us to check our names on a list. now i've been to my friend's house before and i never had to go through that before. but well... i just looked for my name and checked it i was wondering though why the guard had a list of my batchmate's names (mostly softball players) and i thought 'wow... steph's really organized because she made a list of people who would possibly visit her in this lifetime' x.x! stupid me. so when we were headed to the elevator, a guy (also working there) escorted us and pressed the 'p' (penthouse) button. i asked him why we were heading there. he said 'because they're fixing stuff there.' and i was wondering why steph would be fixing stuff there. still i was clueless about the whoooole thing and little did i know, pet and bata were already staring daggers at the guy for almost blowing the surprise. we headed to steph's floor first (11th floor) and stayed there for some time. then she invited us to go to the penthouse because the view there was great. i was hesitant at first because she told me before that there was a ghost there but we went up anyway. the first thing i saw upon going to the penthouse was a banner saying 'pups, happy birthday!', some chairs, and a table filled with cupcakes and other goodies. i was about to tell steph that we shouldn't stay long because someone was going to have a party there. then i thought, 'hey... the person having a party has the same mickname as i do!' then i heard someone shouting '5, 6, 7, 8! happy birthday to you...' i was still shocked that time and i was looking behind me if they were singing for someone else... ^^;;; (again... stupid me) the party was great and we had great food and i brought home lots of wonderful gifts!!! thank you everyone for making this a very special day for me! i love surprises even though i was so surprised i didn't know if anything was real at all that time... ^^;; love you all~!

IT'S HERE!!!!

Sun, 18 Mar 2007 14:38:48 GMT

*jumps around* i finally got it! and i'm using it right now!!! *spasms* yes... i got my 15-inch macbook pro! *SQUEEEEE!* i can die now! ^^;; *hugs macbook tightly then breaks it into half* NOOOO! ;O; i'm still trying to figure a lot of things out with this... and maybe now i can type more fanfics... not because i have something to type it in... that wasn't the problem before... ^^;; just because i'm motivated now. ^___^ yay! oh oh~! and i'm going to by lots of stuff to accessorize my new baby! just because i want to spoil it... ^^;; oh... and since i'm in such a good mood... i agreed to let my mom buy me whatever clothes she wanted for me... even girly ones... .___.;; i'm starting to regret it now... she's been telling me to fix myself up and try to be pretty so someone would court me soon. she's been trying to make me get rid of my t-shirts and shorts... >___> i happen to like those t-shirts and shorts! they're comfy! but then my mom thinks i look like a boy... >___> i for one don't really care... but well... whatever makes her happy... she agreed to get me this little baby anyway! soooo... expect to see a more girly me... XP which i'm not really excited with... she already bought me a pair of orange ribbony shoes... all i can say is that... at least they're orange! bring on the orange baby! ^^;; gwaah... hyper mode... i wish i could bring this to our trip to hong kong this year... mom said not to bring it anymore since airports in other countries are strict about original softwares and stuff and we don't exactly have the license for our microsoft office... the store manager agreed to install it here for free... so it's not our original copy... >___> but i want to bring it! *whines* ... *whines some more* ^^;; anyway... i guess that's it for now... i hope i can update my fics soon~!

i want to go to college~! ^^

Thu, 11 Jan 2007 11:26:58 GMT

i've never been this excited to grow up in my entire life! o___o it's like... i want to finish everything in a blink. go to college... learn stuff... go out to the real world... find a job... live in japan... (or australia ^_~) and be happy! lalalalala~! and i want to accomplish all of these right now~! oh and by the way... my 18th birthday's coming soon! T.T another year older... *sniffles* i'm going to be a full-pledged adult by then... *cries* i want to stay 16 forever! x.x *sighs* and i want to learn a lot of things too... not to mention master them... x.x there's flash... (which i adore the most out of all my programs! ^___^ *chu*) and photoshop... and maya... and blah... x.x and there's still my own art! x.x!!! i swear... it's not exactly professional artist material... i have no idea how i'm going to make it out there... x.x i'm still excited to find a real job still although i know it won't be easy at all... unless i get really lucky! ^^ mm... anyway... i guess that's it for now... my goal right now... to not procrastinate anymore... it's starting to be a favorite hobby of mine! x.x!!!

being stupid sucks

Tue, 17 Oct 2006 08:22:25 GMT

why??? no matter what i do i just can't pass physics!!! WHY?? no matter how hard i study no matter how much my tutor teaches me... i just can't pass... now would be a good time to curse for the first time... and i hate myself because i still don't have the guts to say a simple curse word and mean it... >___> my life sucks... every time i cry over my failures i always wish that my tears could at least change something but they don't... >___> why can't i be smart?

crappy day... just crappy crappy day...

Wed, 11 Oct 2006 09:20:20 GMT

no one understands me... really... i wish i could simply evaporate and disappear... my life sucks... yet again...

hate hate hate

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 07:47:56 GMT

why are you pouring out all your anger on me? and why are you always so judgemental? and you always say i'm the 'bad guy' i swear... one day i'm just going to literally blow up. i hate to say i hate you... but i really really really hate you right now...

ITAI~! x___x

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 10:17:19 GMT

woohoo! we had a decent softball practice today! finally... after so many weeks of blah practices! i got really frustrated at one part though because my batting was very lousy!!! ToT i even cried a little out of anger... .___.;; i usually bat well... i don't know what happened today... i kept striking out... x___x ah well... i'm happy again so yay! ^^

i even made a little dance like fall a while ago. i caught the ball and i needed to tag our coach out. so i ran after him but then he started to run backwards! and being the *cough* awful *cough* slow *cough* runner that i was... i still couldn't reach him even though he was already running backwards!! ADKFJADKCAKD!! *sighs* i did tag him out though! yay! but i also leaned over too far trying to reach him and fell face first to the ground. *splat* x___x our other coach said i looked like an anime character... ^^;;;

well... looking on the bright side... i've always wanted to become an anime character! ^__________________^

stupid test!!

Mon, 08 May 2006 07:01:55 GMT

stupid judenites test~!!!! GRRRR!!! x.x my whole first page was... blanku!!! haha... oh well... my journal entries are getting shorter and shorter... ^.^;;

HAPPINESS~~!!! spreads the happy sickness

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 12:09:32 GMT

i made a flippy book thing! i actually made something that's moving... besides stick people at the lower right portion of my text books... >.> but anyway... the idea was... we were supposed to start with a dot and end with a dot... and there were like 28 frames between them... soooo... you morph them and do things with the dot... ^.^;; i made the dot into an egg... then it hatched and a chick came out! then the chick started dancing... and dancing and dancing... and then... a cat came into the picture! he jumped and squished the chick flat! as in... *SPLAT* then the cat ate it! and goes *burp!* he then stretches and snuggles up and the camera zooms out... leaving the cat looking like a dot! yay!!! *is happy* ^_______^

genkiness!

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 15:56:05 GMT

uwaaa!! so happy right now!! i just posted two of my fanfics in hydextetsu and kenxtetsu and i'm getting comments already!! ^____^ *dances and hops around*

it's really comforting to know that at least someone liked your fic! at first my heart was going doki-doki! and really fast too!! x.x what if i get bashed or something... waaaa!! i can't take that! and i even wrote there... 'feel free to comment! just be nice though...' i didn't exactly say that harsh criticisms weren't allowed... really scary... well... so far i haven't really gotten any "bad" criticisms... which is a good sign! ^__^

i'm going to write more fics though! i feel super inspired to write! ^___^ the pairings are a bit off though... i mean... from laraku to w-inds. >.< that's like... comparing an apple to a... llama... >.<

anyway... just saw an interview with depapepe on nhk! those guys so totally rock!!! ^___^ even though their music is only composed of two acoustic guitars... it's heavenly!!! i could like listen to it all day long... and the way they play it seem sooooo complicated but the sound produced is actually very soothing! ^__^ i'm thinking of buying their album if ever we go abroad this summer. ^___^

depapepe rocks!

my new tomodachi rocks!!! ^____^

Tue, 28 Mar 2006 13:22:22 GMT

oh my gosh!! my new friend rocks! he rocks soooo hard! ^___^ at first he was a bit distant and detached... >.< but these past few days... he's really opened up a lot to me and i really like that. ^.^ i got to understand his character more and he's really, really such a nice guy! he's soooo real! real in the sense that... what you see is what you get kind of person. ^__^

i find his personality really... pleasing. ^___^ his funny and a bit crazy... and he makes fun of me sometimes but i still lurff him! ^__^ i look up to him a lot too. i mean... i give him a lot of respect and all for the things that he's been through... he has a strong personality and i admire him for that! ^___^ he doesn't let other people take him down just like that! my tomodachi's a fighter, you know!

can't wait to talk to him again! ^___^ it makes me feel happy! *sings the happy-happy-joy-joy song* ^.^ and... it's fun to gross him out! ^___^ hehe *does evil laugh*

He introduced me to a friend of his too! and she rocks just as hard! ^___^ *rolls around on the floor* maaaan... i'm feeling hyper again... and to think, it's like 9:20 in the evening... >.< i usually start feeling high around midnight... >.< oh well... i think the coffee did it... just drank some again... >.< and i'm not supposed to drink coffee anymore!! T.T

oh well... old habits are hard to break.

itching to play drummania and/or guitarfreaks

Tue, 28 Mar 2006 03:55:54 GMT

i can't wait to go back to rockwell!!! >.< that mall has the best arcades like... ever! mou... i want to play guitarfreaks and drummania again!! i want to! i have to! x.x i've been craving to listen to the songs in there. actually here's the top twelve songs that i usually play in guitarfreaks and drummania in no particular order... i can't remember some of the titles though since their in japanese... you'll have to make do with the description of the video. >.<

1. Saccharine Smile
2. Get Going
3. PPR
4. N.G.S.
6. Break Down
7. Train Train
8. Stay Away
9. um... the video has a girl in it playing the guitar! one of my all time favorites. ^.^
10. the one where it has a group of boys running around and playing... ^.^ it has blue skies in it! ^.^
11. uh... this one has the video of packing things in a luggage in the first part. ^.^ then the video's mostly blue too... ^___^
12. arigatou ne

i can only do the easy songs for now... >.< but i'm improving! ^___^

high on fanfics!!! give me more!!! XD

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 09:48:10 GMT

i've been reading w-inds. fanfics all day long!! and in a few gakuhai and haitsu as well!! mou... i just can't get enough of w-inds.!!! and to top it off, i've been listening to w-inds. music all day long too!!! joy!

i'm super inspired to write a keitaxryohei ficlet right now!!! but, but... i want to finish my other kentsu first before i move on... ^.^ don't want things to like... pile up or something. but i really want to write things down once it comes into my mind... i might forget if i don't or the momentum might go away if i leave it at that.

why just yesterday, i finished another fic when i should be finishing my kentsu one. that's why up to now i still haven't finished that one yet... *sighs* and it's starting to get longer... too long for a one shot maybe... *whines more* it already reached ten pages in MS word... x.x i don't want to chop it up into chapters though... >.< mou... what to do.... x.x
well... gonna work on that when i feel like it... -.-"

give me my beat motion!!! T.T

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 14:14:43 GMT

i didn't get to watch beat motion!!! x.x nhk didn't show it tonight! >.< grrr... and i was really waiting for it since they only air that show every other week. how come they aired that kat-tun show last sunday but didn't air my beat motion today?! grr... and i really liked that way, way better than that kat-tun show! (no offense to those kat-tun fans out there. i still enjoy their show... just not as much as you do. ^.^")

*grumbles more* >.< and another thing... i just found out why my head's hurting like hell... x.x last time my sister checked my temperature... i was a bit feverish... she made me drink a pill and after that... i was feeling a bit more genki... buuuut... i'm still a bit woozy so i don't know... >.<

i really can't wait for monday... i have the computer to myself the whoooooole morning and afternoon... but after that my sister will be using it... *grumbles yet again* >.< well... at least there'll be lots of great shows tomorrow. ^___^ so i probably would have time to kill before i become bored again. >.< i need to be preoccupied with something at all times since i have exceptionally short attention span... >.< even if i'm using the computer... after a few minutes or so i'd go 'okay, i'm bored.' then i'd go find something else to do. >.< i guess you can say that i have a talent for being bored! ^__^ i really, really need to do something about that though! x.x

i can't wait for monday! ^.^

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 08:07:09 GMT

craaaaaaap.... x.x my head feels like a gazillion trucks ran over it today!! x.x it's a miracle that i'm still able to type this entry down. mou... *whines some more*

well... anyway... i got an early birthday present from pet yesterday! yaaaah! ^___^ she gave me this really awesome black neck tie and i just lurff it to death!!! ^.^ i went to rockwell with her before and i told her that i wanted to buy a black nect tie just like the one hyde wore during the awake concert. we went to Zara buuut... i didn't like the ties there because they were wide. i wanted one that was thin! but we weren't able to go and look in other stores since we ended up staying in the arcades for the rest of the day... thanks to me. ^.^" she said she didn't want that to happen again. >.< can't understand why though... the arcades is like the best thing ever invented next to... um... well... actually it is the best thing ever invented... until i think of something better that is... >.<

i also got this great yellow orange *sees the word orange and glomps it* dolphin from anna! (someone misspelled her full name again... >.< i'm proud to say that i can spell her full name correctly! ^___^) it was really cuuute! and to think, it came all the way from ocean park, which by the way is in hong kong! i lurff it to death as well! *giggles*

anyway... i think i'm going to take this animation class somewhere in ccp... ^.^ yay! finally! something to do!!! ^_____^ i'm also going to buy an xp-pen and dg-illust online sometime this summer to help me enhance my digital arts techniques which is like... bllllrrrpptttttssss >.< yeah... that bad. i keep on putting it off though... i was supposed to order that like months ago... >.< haha... like i was supposed to finish pet's gift (specifically her 2004-2005 birthday and christmas gift.. XD) eons ago. i'm still putting it off up to now... don't know when i'll be able to finish it... or i'll be able to finish it at all! >.> *sighs* oh well! that's what procrastinators do... i'm just living up to my title! ^.^

mou... i think i'm going to go rest now... i feel like my brain is already spilling out of my ears... x.x gaaah... hurts so bad... i'm just happy that there'll be Shao Nien Te Gong Duay and Beat Motion later! yeah! *does peace sign* XD

randomness! ^__^

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 07:14:01 GMT

i've just noticed that i've been watching a lot of reality shows lately... weird... i don't normally watch reality though... well, anyway... i just thought i'd share the top five reality shows that i've been watching.

1. Shao Nien Te Gong Duay- a super funny reality show where in the members of famous taiwanese boy band, 5566, along with some special weekly guests, seperate themselves into two teams and engage themselves in different games.

2. Qi Kai De Sheng- kind of like the older version of Shao Nien Te Gong Duay. the members of 5566 were still pretty young here. it's equally funny though so i still enjoy watching it. ^.^

3. Rock Star: INXS- i can't get enough of rock stars! this is actually a search for INXS's next vocalist, since the original one died. it was really weird because channel v only aired that show after INXS were already airing their music videos in different music channels. kind of like a biiiiig spoiler isn't it? >.< well... i really liked Marty Casey and Jordis Unga but they didn't win... oh well! >.< i like this a whole lot better than american idol... in fact i don't think i even liked a.i. that much. (no offense to those a.i. fans out there! peace!)

4. Project Runway- this show is like a search for the next fashion designer or something like that. i find it funny that the contestants are taking the judges' critisms seriously... well... fact is, they have to... but what i meant was that everyone has different tastes in fashion. this dress may look ugly to you but it may be the best damned thing that was ever invented to others... >.< well, moving on... i really like Austin Scarlett! he was elimanated though and wasn't able to make it to the final three... what's amusing about him is that he's not only G-A-Y he's G-H-E-Y!!! ^.^"

5. America's Next Top Model- i think i've seen more than one season of this show. ^.^" i'm not really into fashion or anything like that... it's just fun to watch models and designers alike showing their stuff. i'd go 'oh, that's nice' or 'i like that!' but i won't really go and wear those clothes or maybe copy the models' looks... i have my own sense in style and it's far from those -.- but anyway... about the show, i guess the title is pretty much a give away. after watching the show for quite a long period of time... i realized that the girl that i would always root for would never win! >.< i think it has happened to me in three different seasons and it's quite frustrating.

that's about it! ^.^ based from this you'd think that i was a sensitive kind of girl who likes fashion and other girly stuff... >.< i'm actually the exact opposite... i'm pretty much the "son" in the family. ^.^" i like manly sports, i don't dress like a girl at all... you'll get the picture.

my mom's been on my back because of this. she thinks i'm becoming a lesbian or something. wtf? i mean... i'm like the going gaga over guys for crying out loud. and just because i don't dress like a girl or act like one... doesn't mean i'm starting to be attracted to another girl... >.< it's just like saying 'girls who like yaoi are lesbians.' (i've been through that as well...) what does yaoi have to do with that?! >.< doesn't that mean you just really, really like two boys together and you're probably going to stay single forever since you'd rather that your boyfriend has a boyfriend instead of a girlfriend... or something like that... ^.^" well, frankly i have nothing against lesbians. they're human too after all and i salute them for being themselves... i just don't think i'll ever be like them. i am loyal to men after all. ^.^

anyway, i've been addicted to w-inds fanfics lately! i especially like the pairing keitaxryohei. no wait, that's an understatement. I ABSOLUTELY ADORE THAT PAIRING SOOOOO MUCH! i lurff that pairing to death! ^___^ it's like... they were perfectly meant for each other! *grins more*

i still think haitsu and kentsu are the best pairing though. i don't think anything's going to change that. ^.^

i'm always knocking on your door...

Thu, 23 Mar 2006 15:45:05 GMT

i'm finally able to download the kaze ni kienaide live pv!!! ^___^ i've been trying to get that for like ages... >.< but thanks to my new unlimited net... *does evil laugh* ^___^ i've seen it before though... when i went to the lpfc's (L'Arc~en~Ciel Philippine Fan Club) first orientation. ^___^ i really had fun that time and i'm wishing for more to come! ^.^

grrr... i'm getting frustrated though since i can't get an mp3 of younha's houki boshi! >.< the one that i kept on downloading was cut short... x.x and up to now... i still can't find one! grrr.... i'm starting to get addicted to that song! haha... it's so bouncy and happy... you can't help singing along! ^___^

i'm also starting to get addicted to Marty Casey's 'trees'!!!! i so wanted him to win in INXS!! >.< he was like super talented! -.-" i really, really like his voice quality! um... deep and raspy? haha... ^.^

um... anyway... my friend Rachelle just sent me this video... and i think i just died from laughing too much. it was a super silly video! cute stick-like people make me feel tingly inside!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WvB4ZcNhxPM <---- a must see video! ^.<